Saturday, September 29, 2012

M3 Rotations Wake Up Call

Ok, so I havent written for a while, wow. Its the end of september today, and Iowa plays Minnesota at home for homecoming game, minnesota is 4-0 going into this game, we are 2-2 after losing to central michigan last week. This game is going to be huge!

So up to this point in 3rd year Ive done one whole rotation, surgery, and half done with my 2nd rotation, pediatrics. So, I got my evaluations back yesterday for surgery and also back for some pediatrics. And I am worried and kind of shocked.  Worried about whether the couple of bad evaluations will affect my residency. A couple of the doctors didnt say good things about me, well at least it will get me to pay more attention and shape up for the future rotations! Here are the nice kind words that I am talking about!!

Keep in mind, for this 1st one, I was late ONCE and I didnt know what JP was at the end of the 1st week, or didnt know she had it because I thought it was taken out, I don't know, it was a small thing, or at least what I thought was a small thing, that this DOC thought was a MAJOR deal. WOW.
Doctor 1:


“Keep reading -You need to understand a few things. First, there is a heirarchy in medicine and as a med student you should respect that. This applies to the 4th year students. They know much more than you about everything, so taking their advice would be a great idea. -No one is perfect. Respond more openly to feedback/criticism. Everyone makes mistakes, but it's how you repsond to this criticism that will determine how you do throughout your career. -you need to pay more attention on rounds and throughout the day about what's going on with our patients. Perfect example: we had a pt who had a JP in that we had been seeing for 5 days. When we discussed it, you claimed to not know she had a JP in place. This is unacceptable. To be a successful doctor you're going to need to pay much more attention to what's happening on rounds and less attention to your iPad. -The more interest you show, the more people will want to help you and teahc you. No one wants to take time out of their day to teach someone who isn't paying attention or doesn't care. However, if you show understanding and appreciation for their teahcing, you'll find that everyone (nurses, residents, attendings, etc) will take as much time as is needed to teach you and help you with things -Punctuality is an extremely important part of medicine. It's disrespectful to be late for anything, especially as the med student. -Try to be a better team player. Medicine, and especially surgery, is all about teamwork. If people can't trust you to do your job, the team falls apart. -None of this is a criticism on you as a person. This is just some feedback very early in your career that hopefully will help you to improve significantly as you go on. You're a good person. You just have to work on some of these things.”

The other two DOCS are below in what they said, and keep in mind I would "dissapear" when they told us nothing was going on, and we could go read, etc. I would go to the library, and so this is what came of that:

1  has not quite made switch from being a 2nd year medical student working on academic aspect of medicine to a 3rd year medical student on the wards. Max would disappear at times without informing or checking in with team. Work on being more of a team member within the health care team and with other 3rd year medical students.
Needs to work on being a team player. Is enthusiastic and enjoys being a part of team but at times did not take direction or suggestion well. 

Anyways, I guess thats just life, I am going to work hard to learn from this and be better! Its just so crazy seeing how a little thing can become such a big thing. Anyways, I am going to go study a little now before the hawkeye game